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"Hmm"

2005-10-16T17:35:00.000+08:00

I wish my world will be a better place, less stress, more fun! Haha, I must be dreaming, yea, dreaming for a better future. Who doesn't want it? I just hope that my family can get through the financial crisis, yea.

My brothers and I have agreed to fork up $100 every month to help my father with the expenses. Ok la, for the last few months, I've been giving my father some $$ for expenses and now, it's even better, there are 3 of us helping out. My mother also chip in some money since my father is the one who pay for most of the family expenses. Alright, it is not that bad after all since all of us r doing our part to help. I shall see better days ahead huh. I must be more thrifty too.

Initially, I was feeling quite stressed cos I must worry abt school work ah, FYP, O level Maths and yes, Money! I must think on the positive side, yea, things will get better! Now is concentrate on O level maths 1st, schoolwork and FYP. After that, I shall work hard to earn more $$. Ok, that's the plan.

Fanny Go Go Go! :X

"haiz"

2005-10-07T19:26:00.000+08:00

Hmm, this week is a tiring week. Never in my poly life that I feel so exhausted and drained out when it is only the first week of sch. I shall start with Monday. Monday's lesson was on intrusion detection and many of us got a C on that day. I heard that someone actually got an A, aiyo, sian. Y the fac demoralize us by giving us this kind of grade, so sian. Some more, for that day’s lesson, we end up going home at 4 plus instead, aiyo, so late sia since we usually end lesson around 3 plus. After that, when I reached home, the more sian thing is I heard my father lost a job opportunity. Aiyo, so suay sia, jobless for 1 month liao le, haiz.

Then came Tuesday where me, Junie, Mali, Ying Pei and Cai Cai were in the same team. The good thing is we nv kana the *durian* as our fac, lolx. But anyway, we were still shagged cos the problem wasn’t easy. There’s a lot of reading to be done and the presentation was more like a debate, haha. We were practically firing qns to one another and trying hard to defend our own stand.In the evening, I went to kbox with xian zhi’s bf and frenz. Wow, was practically very high at the last few songs as waimum and I were screaming away while singing *I don’t wanna miss a thing* and *yi liao bai liao*, lolx. But I feel very happy and liberated as it’s a good way to relieve the stress.

I went out with ting on wed and we went to a club called *Queen* at boat quay. We paid $5 as the cover charge and were given the privilege of having free drinks till 2 am, haha. But initially, we were very bored as not many people were around. Then came a group of businessman who actually wanna play pool with us, haha. I was trying to reject as I feel giddy after abt 2 drinks but still end up playing with them. I pick some skills from the playing though I feel giddy, haha and we went home at 11 as we had sch on the following day.

Hmm, went to meet the supervisor with selvan on Thursday and was sian know that the project we were doing was very difficult, aiyo. Thursday lesson was a torture also as I didn’t expect the module to be so difficult. The fac also request us to wear formal for her lesson every week, sian! I don’t want to wear my working clothes again just for the lesson but seems like I’m left with no choice. The fac is strict too so if we don’t wear formal, our grades will be downgraded.

Finally, today is a Friday. Ok, I end up in the same team as the *K* guy together with Wan, Zin and Gary. I was really sian diao man. Haiz, just hope that the next few weeks *he* don’t do funny stuff can le. I’m ok with the rest of the team, haha, but was surprised the way gary do his stuff. He was from engineering and I heard him saying that their presentations can cover up to 40-50 slides. Wow, amazing huh? Is there a need to do so much when ppt is supposed to be short and concise?lolx

Erm, seems like the engineering students in our class had diff style of doing research. For us, we will cover up what we think is needed but for them, they will go in depth of the topic that will cover the topics learnt for next week, lolx. This is interesting, haha, I thought most students will limit their slides to a certain number if possible cos things that are ought to be learnt later should be covered in later weeks instead. If not, we will end up learning too many things at one go and had trouble focusing on the main points.

Ok, I shall stop here, lolx, wow, write so much sia.

"work*3"

2005-09-30T10:30:00.000+08:00

These days been working, haha, lazy to go online and no time to write my blog. Later going work again, so sian! Actually yest wanna go out sing at partyworld with my frenz but end up I cant make it, due to work. Yea, have to do price tag for my brand and my colleague need to do stock return in the storeroom and end up having to stay extra 2 hrs.Ok la, at least OT got $$, not so bad but still sad, cant enjoy my last week of hols. Haha, and my maths also, nv study much also, cos work liao, reach home also tired and lazy to study. Think tmr have to work full shift again, cos I'm alone, sob sob, can somebody come and help me? lolx

"boliao"

2005-09-16T17:48:00.000+08:00

Hmm, alright, been coughing like siao these days. Though I've seen the doctor, the medicine that r given doesn't help much, haiz, maybe I'm immune to the medicine. Whatever! Didn't sleep well last night due to the constant coughing and blocked nose. I have to wake up early to go toshiba to fix lappy. Met up with junie and we went there together. The procedure was pretty fast as not many people were around and the person told us to wait for 3 days for collection of lappy. Took a short nap in the afternoon and was feeling more refreshed, heez. I called up my colleague to say that I'm not going work today as I feel terrible and lousy. I feel bad to say that to her as yest nite, I've agree to help her cover the work shift till 9.30 but yet today, I cant go for work. Hmm, shouldn't have agree to help in the first place when the fact is I'm sick. Arghh, sick sick sick, sian.

Yea, yest went out again with fren to esplanade, haha. Both of us went to play *drum mania* at the arcades in marina square and marina south. Haha, I'm ok with the beginner stage ut practically sucks at the *standard* stage while playing at marina south. I was always confused with the timing, haha. I think is because I'm not familiar with the song too and yea, practise. I need to practise more. Yea, for O level maths too, I must practise! Go! go! go!

"sick"

2005-09-15T13:20:00.000+08:00

Alright, I'm sick again. Got flu and cough, damn it, being sick really sucks to the core! The sinsen whom I've visited actually told me that I'm very weak and need tonics for nourishments. Anyway, seems like eating more veggies and fruits doesn't make me a healthier person, haha. I will try to take good care of my body, yea, wont die so easily.

Hmm, last week went to watch * one more chance* with ting at princess in bedok, haha. I was crying during the movie, gosh, this is the second time I've cried watching a movie. The first time is while watching the korean movie"brotherhood", and I cry like siao. *One more Chance* had some parts which r really touching and of cos, not forgetting that its funny too. I've actually learnt a *hokkien song* from the movie, lolx. The song goes * nan jia hum ah, nan jia hum ah, nan pang sai, nan pang sai, hum jia sai ah, hum jia sai ah, nan jia hum, nan jia hum*, hahaha. Please correct me if I'm wrong, lolx.

Yea, I know its lame and disgusting but its damn funny, lolx. Those who watched the movie le will be familiar with the song, hehe. U wanna learn, I can teach u, wahaha! Ok, last week also went for ktv with ting ah, gary, amos, and 2 of amos frenz, Fabian and Wu Hao. Lolx, had fun with them while we havoc at party world. We went to play some pool also. Well, I practically sucks at pool and maybe plus the fact that its not my day, which explains the freaking lousy playing of pool that day. Hmm, I’m also lousy at playing the drums in the arcade, must focus and improve, lolx.

Went to watch *Herbie, fully loaded* with my frenz also, haha. Ok la, the show was funny, with an expected ending, and I shall stop writing for the moment.
Going out le! Woo hoo!!

"New entry"

2005-09-08T12:23:00.000+08:00

Finally, this is a decent entry from me, after about 2 months plus of *hibernation*, lolx.
Sian, went to see the *sinsen* aka the Chinese physician this morning for my back. Arghh, it starts to hurt again yesterday when I’m working, so suay man. Yup, it hurts again due to the bad fall I had in April and it comes back to haunt me again, haiz. The sinseh said I will need to see him again to make sure that my bones are in place as they have gone out of place due to the impact of the fall. Well well, gonna spend another 20 bucks again, arghh, gonna be broke, haha.

Cos I’m using my own $$ to pay, everything I pay myself, haha, quite proud of myself cos I use the $$ that I earn myself to pay for all of my expenses but, kinda stressful also, lolx, cos my parents never give me $$ ever since I started working two years ago. So I must praise myself more now, to make me feel better and more motivated to earn more, haha, sounds silly huh. Aiya, no choice, must learn to be independent, cos my parents cant even fend for themselves, plus the fact that my father now is jobless. The money doesn’t just fall from the sky.

So, I must be more careful in spending my $$ and try to help with the family expenses whenever I can. The lucky thing is, I’ve got the $$ from the bursaries that I’ve received from the past two years to tide over the crisis, phew, but seems like this year, I have no luck with the bursaries so far. I have applied 2 times but none is successful. Hee, hopefully, I can get the award from the community centre. The award is $1000, wow, money money, hahaha. And yes, I’ve almost won $100 from the big sweep. It seems that I have no luck to win cos the numbers always come out with 1 digit difference, diao. The Wei Jian audition number *3515* also came out, ah, me and my frenz y never thought of buying, so wasted.

I must pia for my O level maths also!! Anybody care to give me free Maths tuition? In return, I shall sing some nice songs for ya, wahaha! Ok, I shall stop here for the moment.

"revamping"

2005-09-03T09:59:00.000+08:00

Blog under construction, haha. Will update it by next week.

"update"

2005-08-03T17:41:00.000+08:00

Wahaha, come in write for fun, actually got a lot of things to write but dunno what to start with.

My bog getting "rusty" le, will update soon!

"Bo liao"

2005-06-11T10:54:00.000+08:00

Haha, damn long time nv blog le!Cos I'm busy and kinda lazy to write though I got a lot of thoughts in my mind, lolx. Been working and busy doing projects and studying for my Maths but luckily, still have some time for myself to go out and relax with my frenz, yea!

Yea man, was sad a week ago when I knew *the guy* got gf le, though i kept telling myself that it doesn't matter, trying to be strong huh but I guess, I still cant fight back that mixed feelings of disappointment and guilt. His *gf* is a year 1 student, wow, was shocked that he got a gf so fast but anyway, things r unpredictable. I’m kinda over the whole matter already cos there’s no point thinking so much about it. Just that, I haven apologise to him yet but now its even harder, haha, haiz whatever, I just have to take one step at a time.

I feel like rebonding my hair but I still have doubts about doing it, haha, as I’m afraid that if my hair is too straight, it will look weird on me, God, this is difficult man.

"Chronicles of my life"

2005-05-20T20:53:00.000+08:00

Ok, this time is for real. The food court where my father works is calling it quits at the end of June. Well, it is so unpredictable. My mum’s salary has been reduced and now my father is gonna be jobless soon. My mum has just received a letter today, calling her to go for urine test again. Hopefully the results will be of some relief to us. I gave my father $100 to help with the expenses. If possible, next month I will try to give more if its within my limits.

Haha, well, seems like I’ve been talking about my *downs* in life. Haiz, but no choice.
I cant possibly go around telling people that I am very pathetic now, need money, need time and this and that. I don’t want people to sympathize me and think that I’m trying to gain sympathy. People will grow sick of hearing about these sad things since they’ve got their own problems too. When U hear this kind of things, u will feel sad and the person talking about it will feel even worse as it reminds the person of the difficulties. Not that I don’t wanna share but it is just that, since going to school is enjoyable as I can meet my friends and focus my mind on the schoolwork, I can set my mind on something else instead of just grumbling about my problems. This wont solve the problems. The solution is try to tackle with the problems and think of ways to solve. Action speaks louder than words.

At least now, I think I’m very fortunate to have such doting parents and friends who cares about me. Like when I’m sick, they will keep asking me how I’m feeling and wants me to go and see the doctor. And for today, I really enjoyed myself to be in the same team as Marilyn, Selvan and Xiangwei. We had fun doing the wireless module and kept trying the program till we succeed.

Anyway, who doesn’t have their own problems? It all boils down to the intentions of the person and the will to do the things they wanna do.

"Contradiction"

2005-05-11T18:00:00.000+08:00

Life is contradicting since there r always things that r out of our control.
That is y life can be so fragile at times, with the sudden change of events that can lead one to despair. To me, life should be interesting and fun and one should never thought of taking their own life since God give us the chance of living and experiencing what life is about. For those who r reading my entry now, you must be thinking y am I talking so much about *life*.

Well, it just comes to my mind just like that. Like for example, I’ve just bought a mobile phone and my mother’s salary was being cut down till $400 plus a month. I should be helping out with the expenses and help her to find a better job instead of indulging in my own pleasure. Contradicting right? Haiz, but actually I thought of buying new hp for quite some time as I wanna change to using a plan instead of prepaid card which is more expensive. Hmm, maybe I bought it at the wrong time but I used my own money to buy and pay for the phone and phone bills.

I keep telling myself to work hard in my studies too but I feel that I’m not doing my best yet. I feel very stressed and guilty. Time is not on my side as I have too many things to do yet too little time to spare. The problem lies in how I managed my time and I hoped that I will be more disciplined and sensible. The good thing is my mum’s health is better now as she can stop taking medicine for her diabetes but she still have to continue for her high blood pressure.

"Sian...."

2005-05-07T21:39:00.000+08:00

God, am darn tired now writing this entry, haha. I just came back from a meal for Mother’s day at a Chinese restaurant at Bedok. Feeling damn full now and tired as I rushed home from work at 5 plus. Gonna work full shift tomorrow as my 2nd “Mummy” had to spend the day with her daughter for Mother’s day. But she’s also quite poor thing la as the boss still ask her to go other outlet to work for 4 hrs, God…. Anyway, so sian, tomorrow I gonna work full shift again, confirm very tired but no choice, have to work, resign to fate ba, haha.

"Enligtened!"

2005-04-30T00:14:00.000+08:00

Everyone has their fair share of obstacles in life and I'm no exception. Hmm, been through a lot these days but I believe all these difficulties made me a stronger person. All of a sudden, I feel enlightened today. Wow! Things are clearer to me now. I feel that my life isn’t that bad after all if I have a positive outlook. For the past few days, I keep thinking that I’m very tired and stressed and wanna have a break. I had fever, was fed up with the problems and didn’t have enough rest.

I keep thinking that I have no time to do my stuff but when I looked back again, I asked myself, what have I done so far? Did I really give my best in the things that I have done? Not really though. The problem lies in my time management and how I deal with the problems. So, I tell myself, I shouldn’t be so depressed and discouraged. I should try to find ways to tackle the problems. Now, I’m feeling so much better, haha. Maybe God really shown me the path to enlightenment. I’m not the only one who is having problems as my friends around aren’t having a good time too. But, we will face the difficulties together bravely and wisely! : )

"stressed"

2005-04-27T15:30:00.000+08:00

Haiz, it's been a stressful year. Now is only the second week of year 3 and I'm already worn up. How am I going to survive for the rest of the year? Kinda fed up of all the craps but I keep telling myself I am strong and tough. No matter how difficult life can be, I will get on with my life and make the best out of it. Yea, saying is easier than doing it. Tired from school work, tired from working, fed up of not having enough $$, sick of failing and taking O level maths! I need time, knowledge and $$!! Who can give me? Only myself? Cos I control my own life? Haiz…. My mum’s salary gonna be cut and dunno will cut how much. Her pay is so little already and they still wanna cut but no choice, the childcare centre that she is working for is not doing well. Aiyoyo, then my bro still ask her for $$, haiz…. No comments. If can, I will try to help with the expenses, haiz….

Are things going to get better? Well, sometimes I really wish that I’m a genius, good at studies, good at earning lots of $$ and etc. Then, I wont have to worry so much now as I will be more carefree. The Hong Kong drama *Fate Twisters* has this saying that * A rainbow will appear in the Dark * when one is having a difficult time. When is that rainbow appearing? I dunno. Maybe its not the time yet.

"Busy"

2005-04-23T21:25:00.000+08:00

Hmm, been busy these days, got to work and have sch work to worry. It’s only the first week of sch, well well, there are more things to come later, haha. Sian, will be very tired but I will be occupied and can concentrate cos I realize that, if I’m too free, I will become even more lazy to do things. If I’m busy, I will be more motivated to do a lot of things and able to concentrate better. Lolx, maybe rest too much will lead to the mind become rusty and unable to focus well.

Hmm, this week, been to a new class with a lot of classmates that I know. So far, I think the teams that I’ve been assigned to is good except for having *Ella* and a *backstabber* in my team on Tuesday and Thursday respectively. Haiz, hopefully, my grades will not be affected by these people. Haha, I think I shall stop here, feeling tired, I shall update next time.

"Sch reopen!"

2005-04-15T16:40:00.000+08:00

Hmm, still got 2 more days b4 sch reopen. Time really flies and 5 weeks of holidays r gone just like that. Haha, went ChinaBlack again on Wed. Had fun all night as a lot of Rp students r there. I brought my best fren along and met up with Jaylin and her frenz. Some of her frenz r from TP and other polys. We had some drinks b4 we went down to dance, haha. Initially, the music was ok and were waiting for the nice music to come in. Around 11 plus, we finally went down to dance, woo hoo! Jaylin and me went to dance at the podium while the rest went to the dance floor to dance.

Wow, first time standing at the podium to dance, hehe. I was able to get a gd view and can see a lot of people dancing below. We dance for a while b4 getting ourselves another drink. Haha, at the same time, was wondering how is my cousin cos she forgot to bring her IC and she try using mine and her frenz to enter the club. Luckily, in the end, she can come in, haha. Around 12 plus, the music is starting to get high! I was totally in the music, dancing all way happily! Jaylin went up to the podium again while stayed with the rest. Soon after, I went up to the podium again to dance, lolx. Wow, was practically enjoying myself! Jaylin and I continue to dance while and the rest went to drink and they went for quite some time, haha. I was wondering one of the guys must be busy talking with my frenz cos it seems like the guy is interested in her as I always see him talking to her. But anyway, in the end, everyone knows that he is interested in her, haha, and his frenz tease him and help him to know my fren better.

We dance till 5am and went home. Haha, the guy who like my fren took the cab with me, my fren and Jaylin. He actually suggested going to bedok, Tampines and then to Hougang. Well, my fren lived at Tampines and he lived at Hougang, so his intentions r quite obvious but in the end, I was the last to get off cos if we go what he had suggested, its more costly. Oh Thursday, went to meet Yuqiao and Ariel to celebrate Yuqiao’s birthday. Haha, never really celebrate, she just pick an item which is a skirt and we helped her paid part of the price as the skirt was kinda ex. Wow, soon after, she bought a bikini and suntan lotion, haha, cos she wanan go sun tan but she finding Kakis to go with her cos me and Ariel dun like to sun tan and we went home around 9 plus.

"......"

2005-04-09T21:45:00.000+08:00

Haha, yesterday ask Junie to accompany me to buy mouse and earphone at Funan, finally buying le, yea! Mali not coming cos she got tuition. She quite poor thing, lost Hp at Kbox and is feeling damn sad now. Well, these days seems like a lot of people r having problems here and there. Firstly is Jaylin and her bf, then my problems, soon after came Yuqiao’s problem, then Mali lost Hp and recently, ting ting had some problems too. But anyway, this is life. Maybe for now, we have to suffer first b4 we can experience good things coming along.

Ok, talking abt Wednesday, haha, had fun sia! Whole day never go home, and went back home on Thursday morning 10 plus instead. I went to meet ting ting first and then, we proceed to meet ting’s fren, Summer at Kinokoniya. Along the way, we chatted about our stuff while shopping at Heeren and while on our way to ting’s fren house. Hmm, wasted some time over there at her fren’s house as it seems like her fren’s, brother and cousin, dun wan to go clubbing at Zouk in the end. Anyway, his brother drove us to Thumper, a Jazz Club which Summer suggested going there to take a look as there was performance by a band.

When we reached there, we were kinda disappointed as it wasn’t what we expected but anyway, its free to go in and we were just taking a look over there. We still have so much time, haha cos its only about 9 plus. Then came a call from ting’s fren, and well, Ting feel that she was kinda fooled by her fren, a gal, together with the brother and cousin. She could hear them laughing on the phone at us for going to thumper as the gal some how come and spy at us or what without us knowing it, to see what we r doing at thumper. And to their pleasure, we stayed there for less than 30 mins as they must be thinking we wanna go there and club and laughing at us for that but we r there to watch performance only -_____-“. Oh my, so childish of them, to think that they r older than me to have such silly behaviour and they r proud of what they have done I guess.

After that, we went to sing at K box and havoc till its closing time at 3 am. There’s this guy working at K box who came talking craps with us after we ask him where’s our drink and stuff. He said he will give us free flow of coke which is cheaper. Then, he gave us a poster of Dao Lang -____-“ and signed his name on it and said that his name is one of the Heavenly King’s name which is Leon. He asked for our contact and msn. We gave him and left.

After that, we went to China black at 3 plus. Wow, the music is damn loud and we have to talk very loudly. At first, me and ting were kinda feeling weird cos its our first time going to black, haha. We were unsure of how to order the drinks and whether have free flow since its Ladies night and after much hesitation, Ting ask one of the waiter and he told us to order the drinks at the counter. We went and I ask what drinks they have. The counter is closed and the waiter there tells us to go to the other counter. When I asked the waiter at opened counter what drinks they have, they seem to be ignorant and keep pointing to one another, as if deciding who will come and talk to us but anyway, we ordered Vodka 7 up in the end.

We sat at one of the seats and soon after, the music starts to get high and almost everyone went to dance. Me and ting went to dance too and there’s this guy who keep coming over, wanna dance with us but we never bother much with him and the other gals dance with him a bit, haha. Wow, the experience makes me feel like dancing again after we left at 5 am. Really feel like going back again, hehe. We went to Summer’s home and talk till 7plus in the morning and went to eat breakfast at Delifrance b4 we proceed home.

Reached home liao, took a shower and went to sleep. I slept from 11am till 4plus in the afternoon and realize that somebody called me. I called back the number and realize it’s the Kbox guy, Leon who called. Wah, he damn despo la, ask a lot of questions like where I lived ah, what is my sir name, what school I’m from and keep asking whether I got BF. I didn’t tell him where I lived and what is my sir name and as for the BF thingy, I bluff him say I got BF, wahaha, cos he asked till I damn fed up! Then he keep pestering me to tell him whether Ting ting got Bf or not too, aiyo, damn irritated! So I bluff him say she also have bf, lolx. When he know abt it, he was kinda sian diao and finally said bye to me and hung up! After that, went online for a while and went to sleep le.

Wow, broke record, write a lot of stuff, gonna stop here!

"Clubbing!"

2005-04-06T12:59:00.000+08:00

Wow, on last Saturday, got a free lunch packed with *Love* from my Second Mummy! Haha! yes! I have a Second Mummy which is my colleague at work and she treats me like her daughter and she is Amy!! Wow, Hao Xing Fu! Her daughter aka my younger sis cook lunch for me and Mummy brought it to the workplace. A meal packed with meat, veggies, egg, I feel that I’m very fortunate while eating it. Wow! So nice and sweet of them! Hehe!

Ok, talking about today, went to Bedok central to shop with my Ah Ma and neighbour in the morning. Oh well, the neighbour keep asking whether I will be going or not and the reason is I can help her carry things! -___-“ She bought a lot of things at one go while my Ah Ma never buy much since it will be hard for us to carry so many stuff. While going down the escalator that time at NTUC, my Ah Ma slipped and fall! Gosh! Her knees hit against the floor and her back also kinda hurts but nothing too serious. Hmm, but anyway, this kind of thing must not be taken lightly especially for her age. Anyway, later tonight think I will be going clubbing at Zouk or China Black, haha. First time going, kind of excited but dun think I will be hooked on it as its expensive and to me, can get boring if I go too many times, lolx.

"Feeling down"

2005-04-01T14:39:00.000+08:00

Well, I must acknowledge that my luck is down these days with the series of unfortunate events happening. First is O level maths. I got a D7 again which means that I have to retake again. Next is news of my father losing job after March. Thirdly is got my job thingy whereby the uniform thing make me very pek che and kana said by the manager for not wearing the promoter badge. After that comes me and the Byon thingy which I made a big mess out of it. Subsequently, I got a bad lot from the temple at bugis about 2 weeks ago which says that this year will be a rocky and tough year for me and I should be cool and calm instead of being rash in handling things. Hence, it does makes sense after all as I kana hit my head while taking pics this week and the worst, is I fall down. My back still hurts.

Then yesterday night I reach home, I started crying. Dunno y. When I’m on the train to home, I already feel like crying. Got the urge to cry cos I’m really sick and tired of all these rubbish that’s happening. I cried while listening to Stefanie Sun Liao Jie. Haiz, just feel very sad. Really sad. Yea, I may appear strong and cheerful, as if nothing had happened but deep in my heart, I know a lot of things are troubling me. I do feel sad. I keep telling people not to think too much and be happy. But look at me, I’m the same as them. Just that I dun really show it on the surface. Like wearing a mask right? I guess no matter hwo a person says he is strong, there’s always a weak side of the person. Sometimes, I really wonder how can I make myself feel better. Like yesterday, I went to sch just for the sake of going, never really thought of doing much work. Made a mess doing the titles in photoshop, for the video we did in mac workshop. Then, during team building after sch, we played games and my team ended up to be the last team. Oh well, is that bad luck? Should be. I just pray hard that things gonna get better.

"hurt my back"

2005-03-30T20:39:00.000+08:00

Wah, yesterday really suay, hurt my back while taking pic, aiyo, i stupid, jump down from the chair I'm standing den some more the floor wet cos of the raining, haiz.... Then i slipped and fall! Bingo! If 4d can be so bingo gd le, lolx. Aiyo, enuff of the craps, sian ah, tmr still need to go sch after my bad fall but nvm, after i go the Mac workshop tmr, my Ce pts will be full, wahaha! No choice, have to bear with the pain.

Ok la, talk abt yesterday, me and Ah ling aka Jaylin went to the temple at bugis to pray. Aiyo, she poor thing, got bad lot, same as me but anyway,bad of good lot, life still have to go on. After that, we went shopping, haha. First time went shopping with her and I was laughing away cos very funny, i see the way she shop ah, jus feel like laughing, dunno y, lolx. She keep asking me to compare the clothes she fancy cos she scared she will buy too many, haha. Wow, she fancy a lot of things, almost everywhere we go, she will like something, lolx. Got one part very funny, she tried the shoes den started doing the catwalk and somebody saw, hahaha, den she quickly come back feeling pai seh, I was laughing away man cos she tot nobody will see. In the end, she bought 2 tops and 2 pairs of shoes, she almost wanna to buy another pair of shoes, lolx. After that, we went home around 8 plus. I didn't buy anything cos no $$ , haha.

New hairstyle!

2005-03-28T20:27:00.000+08:00

Ok, here I am writing with my new hairstyle! Wahaha! Suddenly feel like cutting and went to cut just now at the salon below my house, dunno y, cos wanna feel more like I'm reborn ba, hehe. Anyway, looks quite different with the new look, but I'm satisfied cos I really wan new look rather den to stick to my that Siaocharbo hair style, wahaha! Kinda sick of it also! Cut my fringe real short compared to last time, looks cool man, hehe, think look more stylo le, lolx.

Hmm, shall talk about what happen the last few days. Been working for the last three days and had met a crazy and fussy customer. Haiz, she ah, cannot make it sia, come to my workplace and ask me go check whether have the size of the skirt she want from other outlet. Its not the checking part that was frustrating, it’s her stupid attitude and arrogance! After I checked and found that the other outlet dun have her size she wants, my partner came back and she went to talk to her.

The staff ask me to call Amy, my partner as she is more experienced in handling that customer as from what I know, that customer will always come and buy our brand’s clothes. That customer really no brain one, come buy the clothes but dun wan to try on the spot and will always come back say some stupid things like the skirt ah got problem ah or the size too big ah, aiyo! Some more, when I help her
check the size that time, she keep telling me not to lower the skirt to the floor as it will get dirty, oh man, she herself did something ridiculous! She came back she say wanna exchange clothing, she wore the clothing that she wanna exchange le, my god! People with common sense will bring the clothing they wanna exchange lo, not wear it lo, the worse thing is she got body odour! EEks!

Haiz, anyway, here comes the more absurd part. When Amy talk to her that time, that stupid customer actually ask whether she can have the skirt she wanna buy made specially for her, siao one! She think she queen ah, have the clothes tailor made for her, sorry lo, our company dun have such service, we design and sell the clothes but dun tailor make for weird people! Another thing is she wore our brand’s skirt that day and she complained that the skirt got dunno what problem again and ask whether can she have part of the money refunded since its defective, wah, she really got problem le! Still dare to ask for refund! Aiyoyo, kk, enuff of the Interesting story about the customer! Wahaha! I shall stop here!

"Reborn!"

2005-03-21T21:40:00.000+08:00

This is the new me, the New Fanny, ReBorn! Wahaha! Ok, cos i think through le, what for make myself so miserable rite, its not worth it and wasting my time also! lolx Though a lot of things happened recently, its actually not as bad as I think la, must learn to live with a positive outlook to life and Yong Wang Zhi Qian! Not gonna be defeated and put down so easily by the obstacles! That "person" came to know abt the bulletin thingy but anyway, he will know it sooner or later so it doesn't really matter.

He gave me a "harsh" scolding, calling me a whore in his Msn nick, says he is sick of me and asumming that I must be ranting away with angy. Well well, if he thinks that makes me angry, I can tell u, he is wrong, cos I'm feeling Numb already. No point arguing with him as the argument will come to no end. If he can swear to God that he have not done anything Wrong, i shall Salute him for that. The fact is Rumours wont went flying around themselves if that person had not said or done something Memorable. Ok la, enuff of all these unhappy stuff.

Yesterday, I went out with my sec sch frenz, Yanhong, Kai Boon, Nicholas and Kelvin for a game of pool and did some window shopping. Before that, we had our meal in a Italian restaurant at Plaza Singapura. Woo hoo, its nice man cos Kai Boon will be treating us! The bill is very nice too, $112, lolx. But we had fun during our meal, crap and crap till like siao. Nicholas keep asking us for the answer for some lame jokes, revolving around a hunter and a Gorilla.

One of them is abt this hunter who went to the forest to hunt for the Gorilla. Though the hunter didn’t manage to hit the Gorilla, the Gorilla was bleeding after the hunter fired a shot. The reason is the Gorilla was digging his nose at that time during the shot, and it was frightened by the impact of the shot that he dig his nose too Hard and ended up with his nose bleeding! Lolx, very lame rite? Another one says that the hunter who has a gun with a firing range of only 1m. He went to the forest to hunt for a rabbit which is in the 50m away instead. But, the rabbit died in the end. Haha, the reason is the gun is 49m long, plus the 1m firing range, it manage to kill the rabbit!

Lolx! After the meal, we went to play pool. Hahaha, damn funny sia while playing. I long time nv play liao den end up dunno how to play also and end up my frenz have to teach me! Gosh, hahaha! My ball kept flying and jumping but not bad la, jump liao still can hit the ball into the hole! Then they thought me how to hit the ball using the stick which Nicholas called as the extra arm. Wah, then, I like damn Suaw gu aka, dunno how to use it and make a fool of myself, lolx. We played for only an hour and went shopping around Orchard. But, I had fun the whole day, laugh and laugh like siao, hehe.

"Money Faced!"

2005-03-15T11:25:00.000+08:00

Hmm, went to the bank yesterday to deposit money and withdraw money in the morning. I gave some money to my dad while the rest I kept for my own use. Hiaz, hope he can find a job soon after he lose his job this month. In the afternoon, went to sch for Macintosh Training, haha and it ended around 5 plus. After training, we, Selvan, Marilyn, PeiXuan, Junie, Mark and me decided to have dinner together but haven thought of where to eat. Finally, we settled for Mos Burger. At Mos burger, we bought our meals and started to eat and crap.

Well, well, it started with our dear Uncle Xiao Wan, aka Selvan. He told us that he cant live without chilli sauce and especially love the chilli sauce from Macdonalds. He can eat about 10 packs of chilli sauce just for a Macdonalds meal! Some more at home, he can finish a bottle of chilli sauce in a week, gosh! hahaha, his parents have to restrict him to 3 bottles of chilli sauce in a month, lolx, funny man. We keep teasing him say he can go buy a carton of chilli sauce for his own use and that he eat so much that the fast food chains chilli sauce will go out of stock soon, hehe.

After dinner, Marilyn and PeiXuan went to watch movie while the rest of us proceed home. While we were waiting for train, i took out the piece of red paper written with 4D numbers that Xiao wan ask me to buy. Haha, then, I started asking Junie and Mark whether they wanna have a share in it. Both gave me $1 each which meant that 4 of us share in buying the 4D and we agreed to share the money if we strike, hahaha. Money crazy! Wah, if really strike, gd le! Need money sia!

"not feeling well"

2005-03-07T18:58:00.000+08:00

Wah, these days dunno y, menses come liao, i feel very sick and always got the feeling to vomit, some more stomach pain also..... Talking abt friday, I ate the clay pot curry noodle halfway den suddenly, i feel very sick of it and i feel like vomitting. Back to class, the feeling got worse and dunno y i buay tahar liao, i cry! Jaylin and Junie were shocked and Jaylin quickly took out tissue and gave it to me to wipe my tears. Junie took out her Mentos sweet and panadol.Luckily, after a while, I feel better le after eating the Mentos sweet.

But, yesterday is one of the worse day in my life. I went to the career fair at Suntec with Cecilia to look for my job and Cecilia wanna know more about the admission stuff of University . After the fair, we decided to go eat lunch and my stomach pain become worse from the time we step into the career fair. When we reach Watsons, mylegs became very weak and I cant even stand and talk properly as tje pain became unbearable.Cecilia went into Watsons to buy Panadol for me to eat. When she came back, I cant stand the pain and I just sit at the corner outside Watsons while my fren accompany me.

While we were sititng,everyone was looking at us as if we were some exhibition or what. Not even a single kind soul came over to help. We sat there for some time as I cant move cos of the pain. After some time, a kind lady came over and ask if I'm alright and help us carry the things while my fren support me and we went to a corner where there r less people and sat down. Then, we sat there for some time while my fren try calling her parents or frenz who have cars to drive us but to avail. Luckily, the taxi stand is nearby and in the end, we took cab home. When i reach home, I quickly went straight for the bed and lie down as the pain is still there. After a while, I feel so much better as the pain cease to no pain. Wah, what a terrible experience! Hope this kind of thing wont happen again!

"I am Strong"

2005-03-05T18:33:00.000+08:00

Hmm, many things happen recently, been thinking a lot sia, haiz, stressed..... Maths O level got a D7 again, not really affected actually cos somehow expected it, but the thought of having to pay $104 again to register and studying for it again makes me very sian, and this year must pass, if not, I cant graduate,den hor, I siao, go quit my job also, haha, cos i buay tahar they keep delaying the pay, delay for 4 months and after i say i quiting, den i finally got my pay. Sian, shld have find job first den quit also, tmr going to the career fair to look for job and my colleague got lobang for me also, Yea, better faster find a job soon! The more sian thing is my father losing his job also, March 15th is the last day of him working on his dishwasher job, haiz..... I scared he later very hard to find job sia den my mum's job like kind of Unsteady too.....

In the afternoon, went with my mum to buy health supplements, wah, cost over $925 altogether! I see liao very Heartache, but no choice, if they never take these supplements, they will be very weak and will have to keep visiting the doctor which will cost even more, at least take liao they r feeling so much better now Haiz….. I feel very lost actually, a lot of mixed feelings in my mind, cos i feel i got a lot of things to do and worry! Going crazy soon, but I must be strong! I keep telling myself I must be Strong and Brave to carry on with Life! Cannot be defeated so easily! Though the things may look uncertain now, we will be able to counter all the difficulties! At least through this experience, I know I have become stronger and mature. Luckily, I got a bunch of good frenz in Poly and also, my best frenz and secondary frenz. In school, I am able to forget my troubles for the time being, as I enjoyed the company of my frenz around me, like yesterday, keep laughing and talking rubbish. Hope things will be better soon….

" A lot of Things"

2005-02-26T11:06:00.000+08:00

Now slacking at home.... Haiz, a lot of things to do this year, esp Macintosh IG, lotsa events, got workshop ah, training, need to do video ah, recruitment drive ah, FOP ah and blah blah blah stuff, wah, going crazy sia den still got FYP, 1 sem 1 project for the coming year 3,PP haven do yet too, going crazy le, need a break badly! In addition, still got E maths O level result to worry and also my pay haven get also! Hate that stupid company! Arggh!!!! So sickening! But then, I will be strong and tough! Will not be defeated by all these upcoming obstacles! The more difficult it is, the more I will persevere to prove my worth!

Anyway, the news about me and Byon spread like wild fire, even the fac knows as if like we r already together liao.Listen liao kinda sian also la, my frenz always tease me and him and keep telling me to accept him. They can tease all they want, cos the truth will always be the truth, that I am not his gf and he is not my bf, we r just frenz now, as simple as that. Accepting is one thing, I'm not gonna be influenced by what my frenz says, such as accepting him la now, or in relationship that there r good and bad times, yea, i know all these stuff. I just wanna follow my heart. If the time and feeling is right, I will accept. Going out with him on Valentine's day and talking with him on the phone are just a few steps towards knowing each other better. At least we try, so the rest will be up to how things r going to happen next and well, u will never know.

"Back"

2005-02-22T14:40:00.000+08:00

After a week's "break", am back to update my blog. Well well, last week, been busy with open house stuff and didn't have any "off day". haha, Me been talking a lot during the 3 days of open house, the most on the last day. Not only we have to promote our Macintosh IG, we have to inform the students about the "missions" that they can accomplish by going to the different counters whereby there r games tht can earn them a stamp. Upon completion of the getting the stamps, they can participate in a lucky to win prizes. Cool sia, last year open house where got these stuff, haha, I even saw a guy won a keyboard! wow wow, there r thumbdrives up for grabs too sia... cool...

Our Macintosh counter dun have any stamp, we jus give out Cds and booklets to the students. I was the in charge for day 1 and day 2, Serene, my Java Fac ask me to be the speaker to intro the students coming in as our counter is the reception area, wah pian, tok till i very tired, must say " Welcome to SIT " and etc..... Then, on the last day, am on full shift and talk a lot again, but the good thing is, the Facs praise us for doing a good job so not so bad la. But, after the open house, only left me, Junie, Marilyn and the Fac Christopher to pack the stuff. There r no other guys to help us sia, sian man. We have to carry the things back to the office, which is at the 8th floor. wah, damn heavy and ma fan till i cant even go into the lift cos the poster too big liao and there r many people in the lift. Luckily, the people inside help me carry some of the stuff and I manage to squeeze into the lift.

haha, the miracle thing is, when Junie went down to bring the Mac monitor, Warren offer to help her, surprised sia. After that, Christopher say ask somebody to go back to check whetehr there is anything in the cupboard, Marilyn went down den after that, Christopher go down and wait for her so she no need to come up again. Junie called Marilyn but she never bring the hp with her, lolx. In the end, she went up and come down again, haha.

wah, write very long le, haha, shall stop here.

"Sian"

2005-02-12T10:27:00.000+08:00

Hmm, later going to work, haiz, sian, maybe shld have told them i dun wan work today, no mood sia but my colleague wan me help her take over cos she not free so I jus take over…. Me sian is cos kinda pissed off by the company, haiz, say cant find my Oct punch card and the boss say will try to find it again. The more sian thing is it’s been quite a few months le, to think I trust them that they will gif it to me together with Dec pay, but nv le, they forget it totally lo, if I nv remind them, then my pay think will be gone 4eva, sian diao. Dun feel like working for the company liao sia, haha, anybody got job recommend? Haiz, nvm, see whether they will gif me the pay ma, if nv, well, a complaint will come soon from me….

" Chinese new year!"

2005-02-11T17:06:00.000+08:00

Yoyo, Happy Chinese New Year guys! Gong Xi Fa Cai! Hong Bao Nan Lai! haha! today is the 3rd day of Chinese New Year, hmm, been eating a lot these days, think my name gonna change from "Fanny" to "Fatty" le, hahaha! Funny sia, yesterday went to grandma house ban nian, and gather with my cousins and played some games, lolx, quite fun the games if not will be very bored but had to go back home early to prepare to go restuarant to eat. Actually Chinese New Year quite sian, every year is eat, ban nian, get ang pow, nothing new though but the good thing is families and friends can get together to chit chat, bond ties etc....

" Dye hair le"

2005-02-04T16:51:00.000+08:00

hahaha, finally, I have dye my hair! It's reddish brown, not too obvious but can see got colour, hehe. Very statisfied with the new colour, hehe. The hair stylist keep asking me to go rebond, use ang pow money to pay, hoho cos rebond le will be very neat and smooth, hmmm, i need to consider first, hehe.

Sian man, i call the agent this morning to ask when can i get my pay for last year October 2004. Stupid company, so long haven pay me le, sian man, SUCKS!!!! Den the agent say he will go and check, den so far so news. If wait too long le, think i wanns ask him where is the office and go ask for the pay my self. Stupid company, sucKs, suCKs, sUCKs, SUCKS!!! Better give me my $$ or esle i go complain to Manpower!! Aiyo! $200 plus also wanna keep, sian diao! How many months le? 3 months le!! Idiotic! Dunnoe shld mention the company's name here or not.....

"nEw Image"

2005-02-02T18:45:00.001+08:00

After much consideration, I've decided to dye my hair instead of rebonding. I think dye will be better cos if I go rebond, my hair will curl again after about 6 months and will have the tendency to rebond again and again and its more ex then dying, haha. My friend also think that dying my hair will be a better choice. So, I've decided to dye it on friday, maybe dye copper brown but not too bright, hehe. I've thought of doing it today but think no time cos the salon below my house close at 8.

Talking about today, haha, damn high sia, dunno y. Our Fac says that many people cant do today's topic and when we heard that, we were like, "oh shit, how how how?" haha, but, in the end, we manage to do it! yea! Somemore today my team very high, very hardworking and keep trying on the work, and hardworking till Andy heard I said zhuang shui aka fill water as zhuan shu aka bang the tree. Jaylin was very hardworking today, haha, and she's very satisfied with her work,and me too, hehe.

The funny thing is after school, when we were packing our stuff, Jaylin accidentally switch off Dynn power. He did not put the battery in the laptop and thus, his laptop shut down. Haha, den very stupid lo, he says next time should have authentication or authorization at the switch and he will deny Jaylin from accessing the switch, hahaha, siao one, do too much Asp.net le. He also say if the user fail to log in, it will redirect back to our class, aiyo. That Bryan also, aka Beng ge, still come over and say he wanna try switch off Dynn power and see what happen again, OMG. And that stupid John, very bo liao, took my bag away again and ask me whether wanna accompany him go cut hair, haha.

Yesterday, got one thing damn funny lo, make me laugh very hard and that is Jaylin hit Dynn backside! Hahaha! Gosh, I laugh like siao le cos that siao Dynn went to take her thing or what then she counter by hitting his backside. Then that Dynn make the fake crying sound, haha, very funny sia. Gosh, my clas is very happening, always make me laugh like siao.

"....."

2005-01-29T09:40:00.000+08:00

Well well, its a saturday today, later going out with best fren Yuqiao to Junction 8. Woo, we been frens for abt 7 years? haha, around that ba or even longer. Got another best fren called Ariel, also known her for around 7 years le and yes, the three of us, me, Yuqiao, Ariel r very good buddies, from primary sch till now. wow, so long le, time really flies, haha. Though we dun really meet up that often, but we will try to contact one another whenever we can to keep in touch.Haha, really cherish this friendship.

Anyway, talking abt thursday night, haiz, my Hamster Ah boy died at 9.15 pm. So sad, I even saw that he had trouble breathing and his mouth keep open and close, trying hard to catch for breath. Haiz, den after a while, he lay there motionlessly, with his eyes wide open. Well, that's it, he's died. I feel sad and empty inside but I didn't cry cos I know he's "going" soon. Haiz, really hope he can rest in peace.

Hmm, yesterday, my Bro's gf came to my house.haha, she came and talk to me for the first time, wow, cos usually we jus say hi and bye only. Den she ask my grandma to teach her cooking cos she say her mum dunno how to cook de. She wanna come my house next week to learn cooking, haha. Her mum is the kind who pampered the guys and dun care abt the gals. Oh man, hate this kind of mother. So old fashion in the thinking, lucky my mum not like that, hehe. And also, another of my fren's mum is the kind who's very strict and protective, she go out with frens hor still have to lie den can go out, gosh. If for me, I think I will rebel le, haha. Cos really too much le, somemore already 19 liao le, sian man, den ask her out very ma fan also. That time say go K box her mum think is going those Ktv Lounge , OMG! -___-"

Ok, enuff of writing, think i write a lot le, haha.

"tiR3d"

2005-01-27T19:08:00.000+08:00

wah, today I'm feeling very tired sia cos last few days nv sleep well, kept having dreams but cant recall what i dreamt abt, haha. Anyway, today's security lesson me cant concentrate, jus feel very sleepy and did some practical stuff like telnet and ftp, gosh, do all these stuff makes me even more tired cos even though our connection works, we need to do some other stuff but luckily in the end, we succend, hehe.

Talking abt yesterday, haha, one of my classmate brought speaker to school and my team member Andy went to use it and play techno from his laptop. haha, after that, Dynn dance like he kana possessed like that, hahaha, so stupid sia.Den when he sit down, Me and Dynn, who is in my team starts grooving to the music and keep nodding our heads, lolx.After a while, Nicholas, the owner of the speaker took back the speaker. It was back to doing work as usual but den suddenly, Jaylin kept looking at her screen and laugh very loud, gosh. Den Dynn start to make some stupid laughing noise and I also follow suit. In the end, we were all laughing like crazy, hahaha, so stupid sia but the worst is me cos after I start laughing, I cant stop at all, hahaha, kept laughing and laughing very loud like siaocharbo.After School, while waiting for a fren, I started playing the Linkin Park duet with Jay-Z, the song "Numb". haha, me and Jaylin sudddenly very high and kept singing the "what the hell r u waiting for" phrase. That song is damn cool man, haha, gonna put it in my blog, so guys, listen out for the song!

"Slacking!!!!"

2005-01-20T14:25:00.000+08:00

Today is my "off day" again, haha, now slacking at home thinking of how to do my PPM. Went to sch to take Java test in the morning, lolx, the test ok la, not that difficult but dunno how will i fare....haha.Hmm, last Sunday my colleagues quarrel sia cos both of them accuse one another of stealing sales from the other, some more quarrel in from of the customer, wah.... But that time me not around as i had went for my break so I also dunno what exactly happen and who is in the wrong.Dunno la, my colleagues ah, their counter some more next to each other but they nv talk to each other, den now quarrel. Anyway, me now feel very sian, dunno what to do for PPm also, beta start cracking now....

"The Perfect Guy"

2005-01-15T10:08:00.000+08:00

Hahaha, yesterday nite Junie called me to watch Won Bin on TV den I quickly on the tv and managed to catch a glimpse of him as I have just finish my dinner. Woo, Won Bin is so polite and humble, hardworking, plus good looking, lolx. After that, I off the TV and went to bath. Dunno y suddenly the Relationship thingy comes to my mind. And I tot of what were the traits of my perfect guy , haha. Den I tot of Won Bin! hahaha, siao already and I sms Junie about what I think of Won Bin.

Then I suddenly thought of the criteria of my perfect guy: ~Humble~Hardworking~Independent~Determined~Kind~Strong~Filial~Caring~Taller than me, lolx( can gif sense of security)
~Looks( not that Important, pleasant looking can liao)

Hahaha, Im crazy, got so many criteria, Guys see liao also scared thinking that I this kind of gal dun wan also nvm, cos so fussy and troublesome and character wise, too crappy, crazy and not gentle enuff ?! Anyway, I also think that relationship is very troublesome and time consuming, as I think that I have a lot of things to do other than BGR thingy, and I still have my frenz and family around. Maybe the reason is I’ve not found the right one, the one whom I can really relate to and love whole heartedly. Just think that a good guy is not easy to find though there r good guys around but I must find one whom I can really click with and likes me a lot. If the One really appears, I will put a lot of effort in the relationship and be serious about it. If not, forget it.

To me, Just let nature takes its course! Live life to the Fullest! Haha!

^2nd week of SCH^

2005-01-13T12:43:00.000+08:00

Haha, today is my "off day", lazing and slacking at home... went out in the morning with my Grandma to buy things, bought laksa for lunch and ate until very full, lolx. To think that I'm now trying to cut down on my fats, den still eat so full, haha. But on Tuesday, 11 Jan 2005, my hamster, ah girl passed away. So sad.... sob sob.... somemore its stomach got blood, aiyoyo, so poor thing, think it died in pain sia, dunno y like that. Last few days see her still quite alert and den become like that, haiz. Hope it died in peace though.I got another hamster called ah boy, he alos poor thing le, keep losing hair and somemore its more than 2 years old liao, old liao, dunno still can go on for how long... Its up to fate to decide liao.

Ok, enough of the sad thing, now talk abt yesterday.Wah pian, yesterday, my classmates "gang up" to bully me, call me "feiny", which means "fat".That stupid John say I "Fat" den suddenly that siao Bryan call me "feiny" and keep making fun of my name. Den Teck Siong also, aiyoyo....
After that, that siao Bryan go write on the board "feiny" in Chinese den my team mate Prescelia tell him how to write, oh my! Somemore he write so big! I counter back by writing " Bryan is Kanasai!" and "Bryan Sux!", haha. The funny thing is I wrote the "Kenasia" for "Kanasai" initially den teck Siong correct me, haha, siao already. Den I also write " Bryan is a Pervert" den say his victim is his GF, lolx Cos he go anyhow write " John is a Rapist" and write the Victim is me. Aiyo! Siao one! So I counter back, haha. But write for fun only, not really aiming at his gf and him, cos who ask him make fun of me first, haha.

Wah, the blog damn long but anyway, haha, yesterday me, Junie and Prescelia kana "shoot" by the Fac and we dunno how to answer his question.Oh no, think we will get a "C" sia cos not only our practical cant work, our theory also cannot make it.Den Jaylin nv come also, me and Junie got wear pink den she nv come wear pink with us, she Pang Sei us, lolx.

Haha, k la, that's all for my blog!

"Updat3d"

2005-01-08T22:12:00.000+08:00

Wah, long time nv update blog liao, hahaha, cos in sch write blog very weird also den reach home bro using com, cant update also... Hmm, well, sch is as usual, very happening and fun, lolx. Like on tuesday, me, Jaylin, Junie had a battle with that siao John who took my lappy and Jaylin's HP. But we counter back by taking his lappy and lan card, haha. After that, we try to snatch back our things but that siao John held on to our things tightly. In the end, we settle down by a deal whereby we give him back his things if he gives us back our things peacefully. Wah, after that stupid battle, the 3 of us are very tired, haha.

On Wednesday, we had our networking and security module. Our team members r all gals and that day, all of us were very blur, hahaha. After we finish connecting the cables, we tried on the firewall program and we were kinda blur of what we were doing and kept asking our facilitator the problems that we occur. The funny part is, we actually tell the fac that we dunno what to present during the presentation and waited for him to ask us questions. And , our answers were those chapalang answers, what comes to our mind we jus say it out, haha.

And yea, yesterday, dunno y, my ears got problem. I actually heard the word “chocolate” as “charcoal”, haha, and others also which I forgot liao. Yesterday, I also start playing CS again, haha, but aiya, long time nv play, forgot somethings le den play until very lousy. Later going work also, lolx, lazy sia, must stand whole day….

#2nd day of 2005#

2005-01-02T10:55:00.001+08:00

dunno y but i just feel that this year will be an exciting year for me, new challenges and obstacles awaiting me at the doorstep….
I will never know what will happen the next second, minute, hour, day, week, month….
Like what my fren said yesterday, she feel that 2005 is a lucky year for her and yes, she’ve got a lot of big plans ahead, and me too, lots of things in mind, haha! We gonna work hard for our goals!! Yea, that’s the spirit! Hahaha, received a sms yesterday nite from my kor who is older than me by 2 yrs, long time nv see him liao lo, abt 1 yr plus. Known him while working part time last yr. Used to have a crush on him last time, haha, and I actually confessed to him using sms and he rejected me of cos but that was so long ago anyway, but the good thing is we r still good frenz, haha but nah, I dun have feelings for him liao
Tmr sch reopen liao, Tuesday got test, gosh, haven study yet, haha, still say must work hard but haven study, k, beta go study liao! Oh ya, remembered something, yesterday was chatting with my frenz and we were toking abt how to be a better person,lolx. We list out all our gd and bad qualities and how we have changed recently.But i believe the the main thing we need to build on is our confidence! Yea, that's rite!

HaPpY N3w y3@R!!!

2005-01-01T11:48:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year everybody!!! haha, it has been a tough year last year with so many "happening" things around us! Haiz, I'm one year older liao*____*, getting old liao, lolx.
Well well, spent yesterday's night at a realtives' gathering cum birthday party at costa sands chalet S16,haha.Happy Birthday Sky, though i was away during the "Happy Birthday" singing session.I'm envious of u cos I never had my own birthday party before.
Anyway, been thinking a lot these days, like what I wanna do for the new year, and also make myself a better person..... Just think that there's a lot of things that I can do and need to do, hmm.... think think think, but must get into action right? hehe, kk, from now on, I will motivate myself to do the things I wanna do! Frenz out there must help me ok? k, that's all for today!

"THinkinG....."

2004-12-28T15:48:00.000+08:00

Read the newsapaper in the morning about the earthquake that affected southeast asia and Asia.
Somehow, I am saddened by the news where thousands of people died and the list goes on....
Many people were homeless especially in Sri Lanka, India and Indonesia as these 3 countries were affected the most. Well well, S'pore is very lucky. Haiz, just thinking that life is so precious and many things had happened in recent years.Terrorist attacks, Iraq war, Sars, bird flu and now the earthquake.
Anyway, life still have to go on, haha. Now, I'm trying to remind myself how fortunate I am, to be alive, have wonderful frenz around me and a good family, hehehe. Yesterday, am fooling around at Tampines K box with my bunch of crazy frenz to celebrate one of my frenz birthday, hoho. Enjoyed myself , enjoyed being alive, what more can I ask for? Haha, hope that I will be a better person, more hardworking, do the things that I wanna do for the new year Ahead!!!!

~reColleCtionS~

2004-12-15T17:19:00.000+08:00

~ hmm, recalling last week ah, been working consecutively from thursday to sunday, wow, long time nv stand for so many days in a row liao, feet damn pain and the shoes I'm wearing was torturing...Arghh... Somemore I lost 2 customers on Sunday cos am too busy serving other customers and I'm alone! But got 1 customer actually praise me, saying that I'm a good sales promoter but then, I'm not that good la, sometimes serve customers very clumsy, wrap the clothes like "kiam cai" and slow also....Haiyo.... Haha, but yesterday quite "fulfilling", ate lunch at cafe cartel but the pork chop is damn hard, me and my fren were practically struggling with it but their "calamari and scallops combo" tastes good! We shopping around after lunch and I feel like buying clothes but see a lot of people i lazy to try, haha, in the end bought 3 packs of masks from "ICorea", used one at night and found that it was very refreshing and made my skin feel softer and smoother...~

^^r0ttinG @ H0me^^

2004-12-15T16:59:00.000+08:00

Wow, today rot at home for the whole day, sleep, eat, online, watch tv, hahaha.... Anyway, me been trying to figure out how to design my blog, headache sia.... no inspiration.... Some more my designing skills sucks also*___*

Y0yO!

2004-12-10T10:53:00.000+08:00

This is my first blog! :x haha, anyway I will post "happening things" abt my life here!
Check it out!;p